Monday, January 30, 2012


Today..31 Jan 2012..Officially a last day I'm gonna have a housemate with me..Will be no more after this..She is getting married in few days..Yep we are still gonna see each other at the office but just as a colleague now.. No more as a housemate..Ooohhh sedihhhhh...

Ena is her name..A person whom I've been knowing since the last 5years..Was a classmate back in UTM when we were pursuing Masters..A friendship began to develop through head-break assignments and discussion.. Then introduced to her a job in UiTM and of Allah's will, we became a colleague then a housemate..

It is so fussy of me looking for a housemate but I know she really needs a favor looking for a place to stay working here in Shah Alam and I simply didn't bother much to just agree for us to rent a house together back on 2009..Yep we were classmates before but to become housemate, some strange and doubt feelings did occur..But alhamdulillah.. Nearly 3 years go by without us even realize bout it..

She's the greatest housemate I've ever had n one could ask for..We could simply sit, talk n discuss just about anything though we seldom bother much bout each others beings..Not a typical housemate we are having to go or do just anything together coz that's the way we like it..I mind mine, she mind hers yet we still concern on each other..The mutual understandings are always there..Telur ke kicap ke minyak ke habis kat dapur..Masing2 fhm2 sendiri je nak belikan..Langsung x berkira yet we still respect each other belongings..Not that I could recall any moment that I've to ask for rental as she simply give it on time..

My BFF whom I always tell about daily routines of mine once wonder when I never talk at all about my housemate..Emmm.. She didn't bring any headache to me then..That's the answer..

To Ena..Thanks a lot for being such a superb n sempoi housemate..Sorry for any misbehavior or words spoken in frustration..Halalkan terlebih terkurang spnjg kita jadi housemate..Pray for Allah to bless your life ever after.. May this friendship last forever..Lastly...SAYA BANGGA BERHOUSEMATEKAN NETBALLER TERSOHOR MALAYSIA...;)

Thursday, January 12, 2012

...I MISS MY JOB....

Not trying to create confusion more over to act in sarcasm but...I MISS MY JOB..I truly am..Not really the works stuff that I miss to be frank..But the routine..I miss my routine..

Sleeping and waking up early without sleeping back after Subuh, get busy preparing to go to works..Get early breakfast, go to classes..Sedar x sedar dah lunch hour..Then continue with lectures..If not, do stuff that I have to do..Then dah ptg, blk rmh..Berehat..And by 9-10pm dah siap2 nak tido sbb penat..Dan tidurnya sgt nyenyak dan nyaman..Yup..Byi mcm xde life but that's kinda life to me..Then bila weekend or public hols, tertunggu2 sbb nak rest puas2..Nak buat leisure activities..Rasa cuti sgt bermakna..

People been saying of how lucky I am under this study-leave mode.. Entahlah..Cuti mmg best tp setakat sebln dua ok lagi..Bila dah sampai berthn, jadi mcm mana tah rasanya..What I could say is..I lost my anticipation..Semua leisure activities dah boleh dibuat bila2 masa nak tanpa ada kekangan waktu bekerja, so my real weekend n public hols become so null..Rasa nak tgk wyg, pegi jela pukul 11pg hari keje pun xde sape nk marah (kalo xde rs berdosa la hahaha)..Nak pegi mandi sungai pun boleh.. And I seem not to have a routine, which is my own fault for not creating one but when you are under a "leave" mode, tiada sbrg paksaan atau kekangan masa utk buat apa2 pada masa2 tertentu..It's all on us to decide..Yep.. Discipline is the issue but not in mine..Still make myself to go to office a.k.a school almost everyday..Xdela kata x berdisiplin sgt pun..

Moreover..I seem to have a sleeping problem as I don't feel so tired from daytime activities physically and mentally,to force me to sleep early..Dah pukul 12am ni and I'm still wide awake..Damn..

Ohh manusia mmg x pernah puas..Dah dpt itu, nak ini..Dpt ini nak itu..Well I'm just expressing myself..Nothing much from it..